Trying things out sounds like a sound thing to do. I hope you find a playstyle that suits you and that you feel comfortable with. You have so much insight and I feel that for the most part it’s just finding a place you feel comfortable in (hence my more philosophical ramblings than practical ones, also caught me in a rambling mood today). I’d love to hear how you get on, I’ve had some thoughts myself on things since reading what you’ve written and the thoughts you have regarding various things, new input is always refreshing I find. Onward to trying other things I go! And yes, that CBT article is fantastic!